What am I looking for? And what have I been doing the last 3 years? It seems it was about 3 years ago that I decided I wanted to dedicate my life to love. I wanted to be defined not by a job but by my other accomplishments. I wanted to do things to make this world a better place.
I guess what happened was confusion. Philosophical confusion. Is there a heaven? If so then what of this earth? etc. etc. etc...
In order for one to want to make incredible change on earth it seems one must have a conviction that earth is the end... at least that's how it is for me anyways.
I spend my time looking for a place. Looking for someone who will pay me. Where I can fit right into a good thing. Maybe I need to start one of these?